It’s sad, honestly. To find the item that I supposedly “lost” in my friend’s fucking room. It isn’t sentimental to me, but the fact that that person just decided to take advantage of me misplacing the item. That’s what’s sentimental to me; a quality friend.
Trust no bitch.
Blackmill Feat. Veela - Let It Be
When the truth is you’re all I can think about..
Opening up and trusting someone is hard and gets you hurt. You asked me why do it then? I’m not afraid to hurt for something worth it.
I can’t. These memories keep running through my mind of what happened before and what could’ve happened. I’ve tried everything to forget you, deleting your number, not associating with you what-so-ever, everything. But somehow you always come back in my life. I’m sitting here, wondering why.
and what we’ll never become.
“Everything happens for a reason. Unfortunately most of the time you never find out what that reason is. Why good people get dumped. Why people say I love you when they don’t mean it. Why people choose a person over someone else, just because they’re just use to someone. Why people are just afraid of giving something great or worth trying a chance. Because every time you get hurt you end up wondering what you did wrong, when in fact you did nothing wrong. Once you find that out, it happens again. From there you start to believe that there’s something wrong with you. Well the truth is, there’s nothing wrong with you, you did nothing wrong. And even if all the numbers add up and all the steps are written out for them, they take the easy way out and end up hurting themselves because they chose a path that they believe is safe even when they know its not right. But what they never figure out is that taking a new path will bring them happiness and the greatest love of all. If you want rewards, you got to take big risks. Love isn’t finding a person to change. It’s finding the person that wants to be better for you. Why be with someone who doesn’t like your lifestyle, doesn’t like your friends, and doesn’t like your flaws and history of mistakes? Love is waiting forever for the one you love. It’s being there no matter what, even if you’re mad or angry. It’s showing up to show that you still care and you still will stand by their side no matter how long it takes till you’re together again. Until people start to realize that, the great people with the best heart don’t stand a chance in being with the right one. Neither do you.”
*Found this awhile back, took it from a friend’s old blog. If anyone could help me find the source, it would be greatly appreciated.*
and that hurts. Alot.
Life is truly beautiful. If you are unable to see that, then maybe you need to change the way you look at life.
